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I am a 21 year old sports and fitness fanatic from Brisbane, Australia. After a rough couple of years I have descended into the depths of Awkwardness - overweight, stressed out, poor life patterns, shy and next to no self esteem. Well, I am now taking a stand and fighting for my future. And that future is belonging to the "Kingdom of Alpha" as an Alpha male. This means working on my physique, my self confidence, social skills and life direction. Follow me through this trek toward the Kingdom!

Apr 13, 2011

The Sky is the Limit...

...and I'm just gonna keep movin' on. Stealing a line from some Biggie Smalls rap my Wednesday has followed on from flat out Monday and Terrific Tuesday. Another big day was started early with a motivation session while lying in bed. The session consisted of reading through the Muscle & Strength website for workouts, interviews and transformations. I thoroughly recommend this site for motivation. I then jumped on my bike for a big day of Uni and study.

Hitting all my goals forthe day I returned home for dinner and smashed a fairly large meal. Perhaps over doing it a bit however when calculating my calories I needed the large dinner to ensure it was a sufficient level. The small meals of ~200cals every couple of hours is working wonders, I am still running pumped and energised throughout the day only impaired by lack 0f sleep. A quick rest was broken as I jumped on the bike to Oztag. I played a game of ups and downs. However we won and it capped off another enthralling day, Alpha and Out!

Apr 12, 2011

Terrific Tuesday

An flat strap Monday was followed today by a productive and positive Tuesday. Everything is coming together nicely. Gym membership kicked in today, so I will have my first session tomorrow. I have been offered a job and have another running in the wings. Study is coming together and I am approaching it with a renewed vigour.

Diet recovered today with perhaps a little too little calories but none-the-less much improved with more fruit and veges. Again my portions bar dinner was about 200 calories and I felt pumped up the whole day and full of energy and positivity, yet again showing me the benefits of small and often.Exercise today was my riding to and from Uni. Was tossing up whether to ride to gym for a late session, but I am keeping in mind not burning out, last week I only simmered out no full burnt out but I want to improve on that and have a whole positive week. All good in my hood, Alpha and Out!

Apr 11, 2011

Weekend in Sydney

I enjoyed a restful and relaxing weekend in Sydney and then was thrown into reality with all guns blazing. In Sydney, I arrived Saturday morning. The morning was relaxing at Dad's office and then in the afternoon we rocked up to Bondi Beach, albeit without togs but took in the atmosphere. Taking in the atmosphere of a excellent if not crowded beach only 30mins from the CBD is a big plus for studying in Sydney. Saturday we attended a church sermon for people of hard-knocks and their supports which was interesting. However we when exited the chapel the skies had angried and clouded over which diminshed the drive south towards Wooloonong. Accompying this weekend at the hands of my generous host I allowed a large quantity of bad food into my system. Think french toast and ice cream or fish and chips at Bondi. However reflecting now my portion control on the majority was much improved upon other trips.

I arrived home early this morning and had to race home and then straight to a job interview. The response's are becoming more regular leading me to think that a job is just around the corner. I was planning to head in early and do some work before Oztag but was just so dead tired I relinquished to bed for some snoozing. A successful if not damp session of cycling and Oztag capped off a massive three days. Now back into Uni and gunning myself back in front of the pack. Alpha and Out!

Apr 5, 2011

Winning the War

Sometimes a General can push through an enemy border with ease crushing resistance at will but all of a sudden he reaches a green field. On this field is the mighty army outnumbering his own. Should he push on and continue forward or should he make a sensible retreat and regroup and plan his attack to move forward?

This was the position I found myself in today. I had racked up many victories today, heaps of study, awake and alert for lectures, completed a good presentation. This with the 4 hours sleep last night resulted this day being rewarding but tiring. Part of my plan to avoid alone TV is to ride back into Uni after dinner to study and gym sessions. I had some study to do but when I got in I missed the closing time for the library housing the books I needed. Unperturbed I continued on to the 24hr library. I sat down and was hit straight away with tension and yawning. I tried to do work but it soon became clear that like the General the more productive solution was an early night. I might've conceded the battle but I'll be damned sure I'll win thewar. Alpha and Out!

Apr 4, 2011

In the Studying Groove

What?!? Being able to focus and produce work, presentations and study, this can't be right? Believe it or not I was really slotted deep in the groove and just churning out the hours of study. This is a great feeling, probably on par with those perfect days of exercise and diet.

Speaking of which while diet was near perfect, exercise was minimal today due to the study load. However I remain in good spirits. I believe this is a outward projection of the recovery from the depths, the good diet today and the satisfaction and confidence I get from "takin' care of business". To top of another "perfect" Monday I have rejoined the UQ gym and have maintained my cold turkey TV ban so far since it was imposed on Sunday. Good day today now lets make this the norm, no swinging of the pendulum, Alpha and Out!

Apr 3, 2011

The Weekly Wrap 3rd April 2011

Another roller coaster week with great heights and deep troughs. Here I breaking it down to really examine what happened.

Positives:
  • Made it to Wednesday afternoon before positive turned to negative, usually occurs Tuesday night
  • Monday-Wednesday went extremely well, went from strength to strength, good diet, exercise everything.
  • Despite an average Friday (on 4 hours sleep) I made it to the lecture for at least half and avoided a shopping binge on crap food.
  • Was able to easily pick myself up on Saturday night and am back in good spirits
Needs Improvement:
  • The downer from Wednesday night to Saturday morning was caused by a TV binge on Wednesday night. This has lead to me going cold turkey for watching TV alone. Lets see how long I can break the habit for.
  • Got to lowest points in a long time on Thursday. This was due to bad diet and my poor sleeping patterns.
  • Maintained poor sleeping patterns- sleeping through day, awake at night. Will attempt to break this with exercise and really wearing myself out every day.
This Week's Focus:
  • Make it to Friday lunch in a positive and productive mindset.
  • Follow my Week Plan and accomplish my study goals
  • Reach 92.00kg by Sunday
  • Join the gym
  • Gym 4 times minimum this week
  • No Alone TV at all
The Rewards:
  • If I make it to Friday 12:00pm I will reward myself with a takeaway meal.
Ok, nuff' talk lets get down to business, Alpha and Out!

Apr 2, 2011

Miccccccchael Jorrrrrrrdan!!!!!


The other MJ, the Man, the God who wore 23 on his back. I have been listening and searching for inspirational words of wisdom recently on Youtube. Amongst others such as Muhammad Ali, Will Smith and P Diddy, Michael Jordan stood out more perhaps because he has retreated from public exposure the last couple of years. The passion, drive and the innate belief that he held in himself are really admirable and really pump me up to move forward rather than look back. What made him so powerful in my eyes was how he combined his talent with an insane work ethic clearly observed when he played baseball in the Minor leagues for awhile where he was often first to arrive and last to leave. I encourage all of you to hit up Youtube and finding words of wisdom from your heros. Here is a quote from the man himself doing one of his famous Nike ads, Alpha and Out.

"Maybe its my fault that you didn't see that failure gave me strength, that my pain was my motivation,"

(pic from http://2jumphigher.com/air-jordan-shoes-help-you-jump-higher)