Well not quite the exact cause but this classic Simpsons quote from Homer epitomises the psychological connections that I have formed in the past 2 and a bit years. I use food for everything, every situation, good or bad. For example I was offered a trial shift at the Coffee Club, my first potential job in years. Something good right - What did I do you ask? I went home and punished my body, gorging on a range of bits and pieces. I was able to control myself for the remainder of the day. Once again I fully believe that once I have a job, can join a gym and settle into stability I will be able to combat and win by breaking these attachments and behaviours with my food. Alpha and Out!
(pic from http://i.treehugger.com/files/th_images/homerbeer.jpg)
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